I was thinking of joining the group of guys on the yard playing soccer, but then I saw Alex all alone. I want to go to him, I've missed him.
I hope I don't scare him when I greet him. I walk closer and wonder if he senses me coming. He's listening to music so I walk closer. I think I knocked his cain because he startles and stops his ipod.
"Hey, it's me Hayden," I smile and sit down on the steps in front of him.
I'm a bit startledwhen I feelmycane move and take out theipod just in time to hear his soft voice.
"Oh hey" I smile and try to look in his direction."H..How are you ? " Why do I feel more nervous then last time...just jitters probbaly.
"I'm good," I look up at him over my shoulder. "I'm down here Alex."
I put my hand on his knee carefully. He looks so beautiful. I could just sit here and look at him.
"Here between your legs," I add and squeeze his knee.
"Oh and I like you...so much," I smile and kiss his cheek. "I didn't think I could feel like this after...after...you know. But then you showed up and I'm smiling again."
I giggle and brush his back. His back muscles feel surprisingly strong. His body is lean, but definitely strong. He's also physically strong and not just mentally.
I smile a little and put my hand in his neck.
"I'm stillsorry he left " I say gently. Well I don't know if I would like this laceasmuch if it wasn't for Hayden but I think hereally didlike ..love this other guy.
"Don't be...I wouldn't have met you if he was still here," I hug him tightly and tilt my head against his shoulder.
My cheek lying on the crook of his neck. This feels so nice, so peaceful. I could sit here all day, but I'm not sure Alex can hold me that long.
Ismile and feel his hairtickling my skin.
"true... but still...Idon't know if I can fillanyone's shoes. "I sigh a little.
"Maybe you should," I say boldly.
I rub his shoulders and back, giving him soft gentle kisses. I like his lips so much, I'd like to kiss them all the time.
Ikiss him back murmuring against his lip " you're taking over my job off being less subtle"I smile against his lips.
"I just like kissing you," I blush.
I'm not very good at it. I'm always shy with my tongue. I don't really know what to do with it and I feel embarrassed.
I gently trace his lips with my finger and smile " well I like being kissed "I put my lips on his again , just gently opening them and letting my tongue slip over his lowerlip.
Our thigs and hips are touching when I settle next to Alex.
"Is your food good?" I ask and turn my eyes to him. "Mine is."
I just look at him and eat. I could look at him like this for a very long time. He is so beautiful, his eyes, his lips and his hair, everything about him is so beautiful.
I nod andfinish , not everything is gone but I never eat much.
"It was very good " I smile and lean back a little sipping my water.
"Would you like a bite of my hamburger? Or are you a vegetarian?" I'm not sure if I've ever seen Alex eat meat. "Or would you rather want a couple of my fries?"
I still have quite a lot of food left and I'm willing to share it with Alex if he wants some.
I shake my head "not really a vegetarian..Ijust like veggies , andI'm full! " I giggle and pat my tummy.
I rest my head against his shoulder a bit.
I cuddle closer to him feeling very happy. He seems relaxed and not nervous at all. I wrap my arm around him and gently kiss his neck.
"I like you so much," I whisper and push my nose under his ear.
I giggle a bit " good cause I like you a lot as well" I get abit closer to him and tracehis face with my fingertipsbefore resting them on his cheek and kissing him very gently.
I shift on my side more so I can really kiss him. Carefully I lift my leg over him too. I hope that is alright with him. I put my other hand on his cheek so he knows I don't want this kiss to end yet.
"Oh no...no...you don't have to, I'm good," I smile and kiss his cheek. "I just wanted to try...give you something. I know I'm not good, but practise makes perfect right?"
I giggle and squirm under him. I'm hard and excited, but I don't necessary need aly release.
I raise an eyebrow..and chuckle a little at his comment.
"you where good,but I wont sayno if you ever want to practise again"I kiss his neck gently and lay down next to him. Sneeking my hand underhis shirt.
Iwonder how long it'll take for him to take back his I'm good comment.
I close my eyes and bite my lower lip. He's not making it easy for me to turn down his offer to give me a hand too.
"There's something so special in your touch," I whisper. "Your fingers feel so good."
I smile a little andkissthespot below his ear.While my handsgently trace over his tummy.
"that's because you're skin'stoo softto touch in any different way"
(Hey, is it ok, if I write a post to the harvest dinner thread for us? Hayden would've gotten Alex from his cabin and they'd go together to the dinner.)